LOL...yes it can be very painful...but it has its rewards...and I guarantee you if you stick with it YOU WILL BE A STAR in grad school....you will never have so many people ask you FOR HELP IN YOUR ENTIRE LIFE....and ther is an old expressio: "younever really know your subject matter until you can teach it." So it has its rewards.
This is my favorite EXPRESSION/Joke:
This is organic chemistry:
C, H, O, sometimes a little N alkane, alkenes, alkynes, and aromatics: visualize the bonds: (single, double, triple, and a benzene ring)
As Dahr used to say: "The rest of the Periodic Table belongs to us."