I'm 23 years old undergraduate chemistry student. I need about year and half to graduate.
My heart is really broken after many experiences I pass through . I start every day at dawn and back at the sunset, except two days. I'm not combining about the routine I used to but I am surprised when I received my results .
I'm always prepared and ready.
I steal my professor attention many times in one meeting.
I was in every class attend with all my senses .
I love Chemistry and I enjoy it.
All student in my age fear to be in competition with me.
I'm very pleased with my work and effort.
I'm doing excellent but I make a lot of Cs grad.
I'm okay with C, actually it does not matter to me whether I make A or not, I learned more than a written grad on a paper, but my professors don't think so and that what's break my heart when I shut dawn from everything because I didn't reach to A+.
It's too late to give up I know but I'm afraid that I'll keep going with no HOPE , FAITH and GOALS. I'm afraid that I lose my motive, chances as if I risk for nothing to lose. Your words in the chemistry blog : " I debated whether I should say anything, but decided that the reagents weren’t expensive enough to warrant my involvement. I also knew that once he made this mistake he would never make it again." started me thinking what if i was your student will take C or not.
Is C a blemish
, please tell me?
Best regard from my heart,
P.S. English is not my mother language , please forgive mine.